GOD DAMN IT! I just freaking binge on a freaking huge muffin and i so hate myself after that. It was all just laying on the desk and i'm so fucking greedy .. i grab one and ate it straight! I HATE MYSELF FOR NOT BLOODY CONTROLLING!

i've failed miserably for the last 2 wks. I can understand what i'm exactly craving for but i binge like i haven't eaten for years and this absolutely sucks!

Anyway, i was wondering what diet works for you guys to lose heaps of weight in like a wk.. Do you reckon the Atkins diet, cabbage soup diet,....etc? I'm so eager to lose weight cause i've been stuck at 110lbs for months now and i want to drop itt!!

Okay, i've been off this site for like a wk. I'm still pretty new here and i'm trying to get to know more people and everything. I love to chat and stuff and i definitely want to know u guys more :)!

Anw, it's been really difficult coming on and posting cause my sisters and i had this major quarrel over my 'self-secret' thing. So they kind of know i'm hiding stuff and i swear i wouldn't let them know bout this. So now i've got like 15 mins or so. 

I've binge so much for these 2 wks and i'm like so high. Eating really comforts me in every way and at the moment i'm so happy but after that i'm kind of disgusted with myself. Man, i'm eating way over my limits esp during my holidays when i've got all the time in the world to eat. I'm glad that uni starts next wk and i'm back in sch, rushing for classes, at least buring of cals. I have lost about 5lbs for the 1st wk and it has remain constant since cause i've have been binging. At least i havent gain any so thats yay!

i'm ready to start again next wk and i hope i do really well. Anybody has knows how to lose some weight regularly like every wk? A small amt will do but regularly. There's lots people and that includes me, losing heaps in 2 wks and stop losing any more weight even if they have continue exercising and controlling and it sucks to be in that situation.

I hope you guys are doing real well and stay strong.

[	Current Location	|	university	]
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Hi guys,
I've not been here for a few days now. Too much things going on at home and i Bloody put on 2lbs. This sucks i know and i'm starving myself today, at least for lunch! I don't know why but i'm feeling less and less guilty about bingeing and i don't want to! I've read SOOOO much about diet tips and ways to lose weight and be in control but i always lose it. Is anybody out there that is similar to what i am? I know i'm a fat fat ass. Oh gawd, i hate myself!